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Wednesday, June 17, 2015

they say the one thing that 
makes certain that you are
no monster is remorse.
that guilt, that
regret will 
save
your soul.

but isn't it strange to be 
not a monster only if
you convince 
yourself that
you are 
one?

excuses


The weird thing about writing is
I can't write when I'm bored.

Give me the hour before a math paper and  you'll see
margins of books littered with rhymes, with plots ,
with worlds of buildings made of words.

Give me the five minute shower
I barely have time for
and stories will make themselves
in my head, will cry to be let out
so much that
I make stick figures
with soap on the fogged
mirror.

I have smuggled tissue into
interviews
because this word, just this one needs
to get out so much.

and in movie theatres where
I type alternate plot lines on a text draft
to no one.

But give me a day, like today
like yesterday.
when I have nothing to do.
I'll stare and backspace a million times.
but I will have no words for you.